Mad. . . . .

         Not sure whats going on with me, but I have been so mad and frustrated lately. The smallest things set me off and I am just MAD.  I cannot shake it and the minute I start to something else ticks me off.

        It didnt help that my car wouldnt start yesterday :/ Then on my way into work I spilled water all over myself. Then today has been ordeal after ordeal and I am MAD. Im not even sure I need a reason anymore.
        Please pray for me that this season of anger will pass and things will get back to normal soon.


               Also I have done something to my lower back so please pray that it will heal quickly. ( Think I just pulled something while lifting a heavy item)


              If I have been mean or crabby to you lately I apologize and can seriously say " Its not you, Its me".

Have a great weekend. I am just hoping for a "happy" one :)

      

My husband is awesome!!!!

   Have I said lately how awesome my husband is??
    Look what I came home to after my week in Montana. . . . . .    

             Blue velvet anyone?

The cake was awesome, but there was something a little cooler that I came home too.

            My very own car!!!!                             Its a   VW 2002 :).           Have I said lately how awesome my husband is ?????

Surprise! They got me!!! :)

       It was a awesome church service yesterday. I visited with my Canyon Baptist family for Sunday school and then enjoyed a spirit filled service at Hungry Horse Chapel followed by a surprise party that night. ( That I had absolutely no idea about!)

 There were balloons

 There were streamers

There was cake
But most importantly there were friends and that was the BEST part!!!!!!!
 What an amazing day Sunday was!!!!! God has been so good to me and I am thankful for all my amazing friends in Hungry Horse, Montana,  and every second I got to spend with them this week.

Closure to a chapter. . . . .

   Although this trip has been wonderful. . . . I miss home. There I said it and can't even believe I'm saying it.
    This trip has brought closure and I don't mean that in a bad way. It has just reaffirmed that Tennessee is where I am suppose to be. Honestly I dreaded coming a tiny bit because I have moved past the depression and dark days I had when we first moved back and the fear of visiting and going back home to enter back into that scared me, but the exact opposite has happened. Not that I am some saint or hero or that im some great person they can't make it without, but I see now that they are doing just fine without me. Not that they don't miss me or that I don't miss them but I see that life has went on and were all ok.
 Of course I will always miss them

     And I will always be back for visits but I finally found closure to this chapter and after 7 months can move forward with life in Tennesse.
  This has been the most amazing trip ever

My birthday surprise. . . .

         Can i just say that my parents are amazing. I told my mom i really wanted to go to Montana and surprise my friend Mandi. My moms response was "when"? I said it would be awesome if i could for my birthday.(Which at the time was only a few weeks away) My mom said "Lets do it!"                                                             My mom and I began planning a few weeks ago but when I unexpectedly got a job interview our trip hung in limbo. However I now know that my employers are awesome and when I told them about my plans they were not only supportive but excited for me!          
     So my parents bought the plane tickets and we made all our plans and last night after 7 long months apart we were reunited and my birthday wish came true :)

Hello Honda

           Today Jeremy and I traded our Chevy Malibu for this Honda Civic. . . .

        It will be a lower payment and much better on gas. Now we will be in a better place to start saving for me a car.

       We are so thankful for simple blessings like these. God is way too good to us!!!!!

6 years ago today . . . . . .

     Six years ago today the man of my dreams asked me to be his wife!!!!

(Sorry the picture is so bad had to take a picture of a picture because the sd card with our engagement pictures on it is lost :/ )

I had no idea six years ago what our lives would be like and although not exactly the lives we had planned for our future. We are thankful for the life God has given us. The road hasn't always been easy, but God has always been there. 

Thank you sweet Husband for believing  that I was the woman you never wanted to live without. Thank you for picking out my ring yourself (by my request) and for making me the happiest woman in the world. Thank you for sticking by your choice through the good days and bad. Thank you for being my husband, my provider, my safe place, and most of all my friend <3

Matt Redman: Never Once - Official Lyric Video

My life anthem.

This song is seriously my life anthem. Lets give God control!!!

Valentines Day 2014

                Do you ever have that moment where your like "Wow my hubby really gets me"! I did last night when I received this

 Scary movies and smell good stuff may not be your thing and your wondering where are the flowers and chocolate, but these are my favorite things and thats why I can say Jeremy really gets me!! :)
            

 If your single this Valentines Day do not be discouraged God has a plan for you. If you have your valentine spend sometime showing them what they mean to you everyday not just on Valentines Day.

Happy Valentines Day Everyone!!!!

Hello Everyone :)

          Hey guys since its a snow day I have been working on my blog and am asking for suggestions and opinions. So please please please if your reading this comment below. I have worked on the comment options and hope that now it will allow you to comment ( so if no one comments im gonna assume its not working) so please help me find out if its allowing you to comment now.


What is something you would like to see change about the blog. . . Is the text readable? would you like to see it plainer? Bolder? Are the colors where you can see and read all text?

Theres a few question to get you started. Thanks so much!!!!
Hope to hear from you soon :)

As one chapter ends . . . . . .

        As most everyone knows I got a job and so I will not be babysitting anymore. It makes me sad to see this journey end, but I know its time to venture onto other avenues.

I was blessed to watch Him go from this sweet baby.

To this giggly boy.

          I will always cherish every moment I spent with this handsome little man!! Please be in prayer for his family that they will find the right person to be his sitter, and for it all to work out for Gods purpose and glory.

Winter Wonderland 2/12/2014

              So today the snow begin to fall and it was so beautiful.  I have always loved snow, but after living in Montana my love for it went though the roof. I LOVE snow!!!!! When it snows I feel so much closer to those I love in Montana. As the flakes softly fall and pile up on the ground I go back to all the good times and memories and I can literally feel the love.

     So this afternoon I was so excited that the ground was pretty and white, but when I opened the door tonight and saw the ground covered and more falling I was completely overjoyed.

   I think its no coincidence that we have had so much more snow this year in Tn. I believe that God blesses those who love Him and I believe all this snow is a blessing He has been sending me. I am so thankful for each tiny flake because it has filled my heart with love and my mind with happy memories.

Stay warm and Safe <3

This girl got a job!!

                So as everyone knows I have been on the job search for a few weeks now. Yesterday I had my first interview and was hired!!!!! Our God is a AWESOME GOD!!!! I am now a full time employee at Polar Freeze Yogurt!!!
               I get so nervous on interviews and although I was still nervous I prayed and prayed for peace and God gave me just that.  Also my church was praying and I appreciate everyone of those prayers and anyone else who was praying ( I didnt tell many people) I am so excited and start tonight after Jacob leaves for the day!!!
           Wanna know more about Polar Freeze check out Polar Freeze  facebook here, or  The website here. You can also follow Polar Freeze on twitter @polar_freeze.
     I am so excited and can't wait to start this new journey God has blessed me with. 

Welcome to the world Kinlee!!!

We waited and waited and waited . . . . . . . 

And in the first moment we got a glimpse of her we were in awe of just  how mighty  our God is

Kinlee Rayne Ryan <3

Congrats Lacey and Shiloh!!!!

The Fellowship Church :)

    Sunday was The Fellowship Churchs first service in our new building. Here are some photos of the building and from our first service. We had 41 there and that included some visitors!! We are so excited about what God has instore for The Fellowship Church.

 

Sound and Powerpoint area.

  The Fellowship Church Praise Team

  

       We thankful for all the churches and individuals who donated items. You are the reason this service was able to happen and we can never tell you how much we appreciate all your help!!