Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
What a Stephanie Malone Birthday looks like :)
First off thanks to everyone who text, called, or facebooked me to wish me a happy birthday I really appreciate it.
Next I would like to confess that I failed. My new years resolution is already out the window, but not really because last sunday night I gave God my past and I am not gonna dwell on my mistakes or look back anymore. So I really am beginning to love myself. So I have not failed I have won! Jesus won for me when He died on the cross to forgive us of our sins and the best part is we dont have to look back. This will still be a struggle for me, but I already feel 100% better after laying my past at Gods feet.
It has been a great birthday. Goodbye 23 Hello 24 Cant wait to see what this year holds!!
Next I would like to confess that I failed. My new years resolution is already out the window, but not really because last sunday night I gave God my past and I am not gonna dwell on my mistakes or look back anymore. So I really am beginning to love myself. So I have not failed I have won! Jesus won for me when He died on the cross to forgive us of our sins and the best part is we dont have to look back. This will still be a struggle for me, but I already feel 100% better after laying my past at Gods feet.
| My wonderful husband made me my favorite Chocolate chip pancakes! He also made me blow out my candle so I could make a wish. ( Sorry for the way I look Had literally just rolled out of bed.) |
| Been looking for Gray boots ever since the ones I had literally fell apart I wore them so much. |
| Also a new bed set!!! |
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Silly Saturday #2
| We thought these windmills were the coolest!! |
| Very Attractive I know! |
| We joked that Larry was outside crying at this point. If you know him you know why He pretends to have a heart of stone (SHHH dont tell but I dont believe that for a minute) |
Friday, February 15, 2013
Heartbreaking Moment :/
I have to share with you a very heart breaking moment I had this week. It was wednesday night my favorite night of the week and Beyond Borders for Christ had just begun. The 3 and Under class was in the kitchen eating dinner. When one little girl walked over and looked up at me Her blue eyes shining with innocence as she said " When you go home to be with your Mommy, you wont come back??" It was hard for me to answer with the lump that had grown in my throat. I had to tell her She was right. That I would not be coming back, but that I would visit and I would miss her everyday. This little girls grandmother teaches a class and drives a bus at Beyond Borders for Christ. So no doubt this was how she had explained to her granddaughter about our move by telling her I was going to spend time with my Momma and would not be coming back. Just wanted to share this special moment we had more for me really so I have it in writing although at the moment its etched in my brain and I dont see how I could ever forget.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
In Honor of Valentines Day- A love Story
Well its Valentines Day so let me share a little story with you. Once there was a girl who fell for guys way too quickly and always for the wrong ones. She caused herself alot of extra heartache because of this. So in high school the girl falls in love and is convinced that she has found the one. She loves him unconditionally. She goes above and beyond and gives 100% to the relationship. Needless to say she is not loved back and is not treated kindly at all. So the day comes when the girl finds out some awful things and finally breaks up with the boy, but He still has her heart for years afterwards. No matter how hard She tries to move on She can't because She still loves him. She goes out on dates, but always pushes each guy away no matter if she likes them or not because she is so afraid of being hurt again. Then She meets another special guy and again way too quickly she starts to fall for him. Only a few short months later she was single and heartbroken again. So the girl decides the best thing to do is never to love again. So she makes up her mind and life goes on.
Then one day a guy She had known all her life asked her out. To say she was shocked is an understatement. She had never ever thought of this guy as anything but a friend. So she decided why not? At least it will get me out of the house for a night. The guy was so sweet and opened her door and was very respectful. The girl had never been on a date with a guy like that so it was all new to her. So her and the guy went on another date and another date and guess what. The girl was starting to fall in love, and even though this guy was so different from all the rest she still didnt want to trust him. The girl broke up with the guy and then they would get back together and this happened three times. The third time they were broke up for alot longer than the other times. So the guy got set up on a date with someone else. The girl just happened to be where Him and the lady met to go on their date. Do you think that was coincidence or a God thing?? The girl barely made it home before the tears began to fall. She was heartbroken. She knew then that She wanted to be with the guy. She knew She had treated him bad and finally realized that She was in love with the guy, but was so afraid of getting hurt that she pushed him away without even realizing she was the one hurting him. So she cried herself to sleep that night and promised herself that if she could get him back she would never let him go again. She would love him the way He had been loving her all along. So the next day She text him and they started talking again and turned out He missed her too and they got back together. Only this time was different The girl finally let her guard down and not even a month later the girl got a engagement ring. They were so happy and two months later they got married. Even though others said they wouldnt make it and were too young (19 and 22) against all statistics they are still together today and are still very much in love. The girl now sees that this guy is the guy God hand picked for her, and even though she made mistakes and was not on the right path God steered her around and brought her right to this guy. Even though they are in love and happy that does not mean everything is easy, but what makes their relationship work is two people giving 100% and keeping God in the marriage. If you didnt catch on I am the girl and the guy at the end is Jeremy :). This is our love story and it has Gods hand prints all over it. We dont have the most romantic or glamorous story, but We are proud to be a couple who has beat the odds.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for bringing Jeremy and I together. Thank you for taking the time to make someone just for me. I pray for those who don't have someone special to love. I pray for the widows Lord give them strength. I pray for all the marriages that are struggling help them to mend. Thank you Lord for my Valentine.
In Jesus Name,
Amen
Then one day a guy She had known all her life asked her out. To say she was shocked is an understatement. She had never ever thought of this guy as anything but a friend. So she decided why not? At least it will get me out of the house for a night. The guy was so sweet and opened her door and was very respectful. The girl had never been on a date with a guy like that so it was all new to her. So her and the guy went on another date and another date and guess what. The girl was starting to fall in love, and even though this guy was so different from all the rest she still didnt want to trust him. The girl broke up with the guy and then they would get back together and this happened three times. The third time they were broke up for alot longer than the other times. So the guy got set up on a date with someone else. The girl just happened to be where Him and the lady met to go on their date. Do you think that was coincidence or a God thing?? The girl barely made it home before the tears began to fall. She was heartbroken. She knew then that She wanted to be with the guy. She knew She had treated him bad and finally realized that She was in love with the guy, but was so afraid of getting hurt that she pushed him away without even realizing she was the one hurting him. So she cried herself to sleep that night and promised herself that if she could get him back she would never let him go again. She would love him the way He had been loving her all along. So the next day She text him and they started talking again and turned out He missed her too and they got back together. Only this time was different The girl finally let her guard down and not even a month later the girl got a engagement ring. They were so happy and two months later they got married. Even though others said they wouldnt make it and were too young (19 and 22) against all statistics they are still together today and are still very much in love. The girl now sees that this guy is the guy God hand picked for her, and even though she made mistakes and was not on the right path God steered her around and brought her right to this guy. Even though they are in love and happy that does not mean everything is easy, but what makes their relationship work is two people giving 100% and keeping God in the marriage. If you didnt catch on I am the girl and the guy at the end is Jeremy :). This is our love story and it has Gods hand prints all over it. We dont have the most romantic or glamorous story, but We are proud to be a couple who has beat the odds.
****************Jeremy*********************
Happy Valentines Day !! Thank you for putting up with me when I wasn't a very good girlfriend or friend, and for leaving the past in the past and moving forward with me. I don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much. Thank you for 5 wonderful years!!! Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for bringing Jeremy and I together. Thank you for taking the time to make someone just for me. I pray for those who don't have someone special to love. I pray for the widows Lord give them strength. I pray for all the marriages that are struggling help them to mend. Thank you Lord for my Valentine.
In Jesus Name,
Amen
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Simple, inexpensive, and just as, if not more meaningful!! :)
This Valentines Day I decided I wanted to send Valentine's day cards to our parents and grandparents, but knew we didnt really have the money. So I decided to make cards. I knew in order to make it just like a card they would all be too big to fit in a regular envelope which meant spending money to ship them. So here is what I did instead. Simple, inexpensive, and just as, if not more meaningful!! :)
Monday, February 11, 2013
There's A Time For Everything, even MeatLoaf!
Its no secret to most of you that since moving to Montana Life has changed. One of the small changes you might not think about is the way we eat. Yeah, even before we started trying to lose weight our eating habits changed drastically. The biggest reason why was money. For one we didnt have the money to eat out alot like we did before. Plus most of the places we like to eat McDonalds, Wendys, Arbys are in kalispell which is about a 30 minute drive and who can afford the gas to do that very often. So anyway it has been awesome to learn that We can cook!!!!! Who would have ever thought that?! haha
We have had alot of first in Montana like Salmon patties, meatballs, and just last week Jeremy made his first meatloaf, and it was so good!!! Here are some pictures of Jeremys first Ever meatloaf!!
We have had alot of first in Montana like Salmon patties, meatballs, and just last week Jeremy made his first meatloaf, and it was so good!!! Here are some pictures of Jeremys first Ever meatloaf!!
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Silly Saturday #1
Just for fun and to change things up a bit I have decided to start silly saturdays. Silly saturdays will be me writing a post each saturday about any topic or it can be as simple as a picture. One reason I am doing this is because lately all thats on my mind is the move and I dont want my blog to get repetitive and sound like me going on and on about the same things. So here goes...............
Silly Saturday #1
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| This is when Jeremy and I were just dating. We were out with friends at Steak and Shake. Yes I have on a Jerry Springer Shirt It says 'Why can't We all just get along" |
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| This is what Jeremy had on that night a wonder bread shirt LOL He looks so young!!!! That phone is pretty old too!! |
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| Here is another one from our dating days :) Straight up gangsters haha |
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| Here is our car the day of the wedding. Did you know that this car has a huge roll in how we got together?! Click here to read all about it. |
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| Family picture right before the wedding. We didnt mean to but I find the adult women sign appropriate after all I was getting married so I was not a child anymore but a adult woman! |
Friday, February 8, 2013
The hardest thing I'll Ever have to do
I like to think God hears things we say and silently chuckles to Himself sometimes. When We moved to Montana from Tennessee I was sure I would not make it through it. I have said thousands of times " Its the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. Nothing will ever be as hard as that." Was God smiling Down all those times I said that thinking Girl you dont have a clue. I now realize I was wrong in saying that because deep in my heart I feel that something just as hard is coming. Its coming fast too, Summer is around the corner. If you dont have a clue what I am talking about you have missed a blog or two so click here to get brought up to speed. This summer during bible school One of the songs the kids learned called "If God" has really been in my head lately. Here are the lyrics
If God holds my days in His hands
If God has power over my circumstance
If God knows the plans He has for me
Why should I fear?
Why should I worry?
Chorus:
If God is for me
who can be against me?
If God is for me
who can be against me?
Whatever happens I know
I can trust He is in control
‘Cause if God is for me
who can be against me?
Repeat Verse 1
Repeat Chorus
Bridge:
May the name of God be praised
Forever and ever
For wisdom and power
Belong to Him
The words are so true, but not worrying is so hard. Ask anyone who knows me and they will tell you I worry way too much. I will be the first to tell you I am extremely worried about this summer and our move. I think its a control issue. I completely trust God, but I am human and as humans We dont ever wanna feel like were not in control. When you surrender your life to Christ and go where He wants you to go. The possibilities are endless. You could be in your comfort zone today and in a jungle tomorrow, but God promises are true and He will never leave us or forsake us He will be with us always. So even If with every week I am getting closer and closer to another "hardest thing I'll ever have to do", At least I know I wont be alone. When I packed up my house, Mine and Jeremys first home I wasn't alone. When I hugged my grandparents and parents as I was about to head 2200 miiles away not sure when I would see them again I wasnt alone. When I handed pets over to new owners because I could not bring them with me I wasnt alone. When I stepped into Hungry Horse I wasnt alone. This summer when I head out of Hungry Horse I wont be alone. When I try to hold it together and hug each sweet baby in the 3 and under class at Beyond Borders for Christ While I sob and try to tell them goodbye I wont be alone. When I hug each person who has been there for me and meant so much to me these past two year I wont be alone. When I pack up this apartment that God provided for us I wont be alone. On July 8th when I pull out of this parking lot and look back at Canyon Baptist Church and think of how amazing these past two years have been I wont be alone. If We know Jesus Christ as our personal Savior We never again have to face our hardest moments in life alone.
Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.” Deuteronomy 31:6
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will
strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous
right hand. Isaiah 41:10
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Warning Super Honest Post ahead :)
We have so many questions about moving home. We have so many unknowns and not many answers, but one answer has been prayed about so much and so often that the answer is crystal clear. The answer is yes we are suppose to move back to Tennessee. God has made that much clear. I know some people may think that we are overjoyed and can't wait till July. That is far from the truth. The truth is we are heartbroken, confused, excited, anxious, but most of all torn. I struggle with how am I suppose to feel. The truth is we love our life here and we could stay forever and I have no doubt there would always be work to do, but God has another plan for us. I can't give any more details about those plans because we don't know the details either. Some might think we are holding back, but the truth is we just don't know yet. What I can say and can truly mean is we trust God. When we came to Montana I cannot even explain the anxiety I had. I had never been more than a few miles away from my family my whole life, and then God told me to move 2200 miles away. What I'm trying to say is it was not easy and even though we were loved and welcomed by everyone from day one it was still hard. A year and a half later and I can't tell you that there are not days that I just sit down and cry, but even in the bad days I know that God has worked all this out for my good.
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28
More than anything else Montana changed me. I know now that this was Gods plan all along. To help me grow, to open my eyes. I am not the woman who arrived here a year and a half ago. God has a plan for all of us.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
When you follow Gods plan for your life and not your own God will bless you hugely. See I had a plan for my life and I could have chose to stick to my plan. In my plan I would have a child who would be starting school next year ( still hard for me to believe we will be married 5 years in April). Instead I chose the plan God had for me, and I know that someday when God does bless Jeremy and I with a baby we will be far better parents now then we would have had we not chose Gods plan. The reason why is stepping out into the unknown has strengthened our relationship with God. We have grown into better and stronger Christians, and so I can only imagine we would be better parents then we would have been.
While were on that topic let me say everyone knows Jeremy and I want children someday. The honest truth is if you wait till your completely ready you may never have a baby. There is so much unknown. Jeremy and I have the ready or not attitude meaning when God wants to bless us with a child we will be ready. After all God knows far better than us what the future looks like. So we are putting our trust in Him. In saying that let me also say like I have said so many times before I am not the woman who moved over a year ago. I have changed alot. I am on fire for Jesus and I want to live my life and do the things He has planned for me. Only God knows what the future holds all I know is for now I am focusing on the ministries here we are involved in . Starting a family is not on our mind at the present time. God has things for us to do and I could be wrong but I truly believe He has work for us to do, and a family will come later. After all I am only 23. God reminds me of that often and assures me I have plenty of time. The truth is even if God never blesses us with Children, We are still so blessed and I can say He has given us a wonderful life. God has always supplied our needs and We are so thankful.
And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19
I cannot spend time looking at what I don't have instead I look at all God has given me.
One last thing before I bring this post to a end. I will not spend these last 6 months being sad or staying stressed out over the unknown. We are gonna make these last months the best. We will give 100% to all the ministries we work in up to the last day. I don't wanna miss a second with the kids on wednesday nights or time with all our friends here. We want to make the most of the time we have left. Like the saying goes Dont cry Because Its over, Smile because It happened.
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28
More than anything else Montana changed me. I know now that this was Gods plan all along. To help me grow, to open my eyes. I am not the woman who arrived here a year and a half ago. God has a plan for all of us.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
When you follow Gods plan for your life and not your own God will bless you hugely. See I had a plan for my life and I could have chose to stick to my plan. In my plan I would have a child who would be starting school next year ( still hard for me to believe we will be married 5 years in April). Instead I chose the plan God had for me, and I know that someday when God does bless Jeremy and I with a baby we will be far better parents now then we would have had we not chose Gods plan. The reason why is stepping out into the unknown has strengthened our relationship with God. We have grown into better and stronger Christians, and so I can only imagine we would be better parents then we would have been.
While were on that topic let me say everyone knows Jeremy and I want children someday. The honest truth is if you wait till your completely ready you may never have a baby. There is so much unknown. Jeremy and I have the ready or not attitude meaning when God wants to bless us with a child we will be ready. After all God knows far better than us what the future looks like. So we are putting our trust in Him. In saying that let me also say like I have said so many times before I am not the woman who moved over a year ago. I have changed alot. I am on fire for Jesus and I want to live my life and do the things He has planned for me. Only God knows what the future holds all I know is for now I am focusing on the ministries here we are involved in . Starting a family is not on our mind at the present time. God has things for us to do and I could be wrong but I truly believe He has work for us to do, and a family will come later. After all I am only 23. God reminds me of that often and assures me I have plenty of time. The truth is even if God never blesses us with Children, We are still so blessed and I can say He has given us a wonderful life. God has always supplied our needs and We are so thankful.
And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19
I cannot spend time looking at what I don't have instead I look at all God has given me.
One last thing before I bring this post to a end. I will not spend these last 6 months being sad or staying stressed out over the unknown. We are gonna make these last months the best. We will give 100% to all the ministries we work in up to the last day. I don't wanna miss a second with the kids on wednesday nights or time with all our friends here. We want to make the most of the time we have left. Like the saying goes Dont cry Because Its over, Smile because It happened.
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Bitter Sweet Announcement
So now that We have officially made the announcement its time for this post to happen. I must admit I have been dreading this one. If you would have told me a year ago God would call us home I would be jumping around saying when should I pack, but as I sit here with the reality of it hitting me more and more each day My heart aches. We will be moving home this summer. This was not a decision we took lightly. As a matter of fact their have been so many sleepless nights and stress filled days as We tried to understand the whats? and whys? We have no idea what We will be doing once we get home. Jeremy will try to find a job that much is clear, but the unknown outweigh the answers we have ten fold. What we do know and what We are clinging to is God has never and will never let us down. He has a plan He just hasnt shared it with us yet!! I have cried so many tears over this decision On one hand I am overjoyed to be with my family. To be able to hangout at my Mamaw and Papaws on saturdays, or to go to my Mamaw and Papaw Wilcoxs with my Daddy on his day off. What I am most worried about is my precious babies. I know what your thinking Did I miss something Her and Jeremy dont have kids right? Well your right, but I consider the little guys in the 3and under class on Wednesday night my babies. I have shed so many tears and agonized over who will take care of them? Who will love them as much as I do? I know God has someone in mind, but my heart breaks because I want it to be me. My prayers were answered a few weeks ago when Diane stepped up to be the new 3 and under teacher. I know she will take care of them and love them, but I want to continue to love on them each week. I want to watch them learn and hear them sing Jesus loves me. I want to see their faces light up when the puppets come out, or when I pull out a special snack. I want to continue the puppet ministry and watch it grow to new limits. I want to watch the unity between the 3 churches at Beyond Borders for Christ. I want to stand on stage every sunday and worship at Canyon Baptist Church. Not because i'm a good singer, but because our God is worthy of all our praise. I want to watch tuesday night bible study continue to grow. I want to hang on to all of these things I don't want to let go. My heart breaks because im not ready to end this chapter.
On the other hand I know a new one is about to begin. Nothing is more scary than the unknown, but at the same time nothing is more exciting. I cannot wait to see what God has in store for us. We are not quitting We are not going home to sit on a pew every sunday and wednesday. We are not ending missions!! God just has a plan for us back home. I cannot answer the whats and whys? All I know is this is what God wants us to do right now. I get so overwhelmed and grateful that God has decided to call us back home. I am also saddened because We love our life here. We love our family here. I definitely know what bitter sweet is. Its this. Feeling absolute happiness and extreme sadness about the same thing.
What I want our friends and family in Montana to know is You are amazing. The way you welcomed us in. The way you were always there for us. We felt love that first Sunday We were here. We have made the greatest friends here and We love you all so much. You have helped us grow into far better people than the scared two that arrived here a year and a half ago. We promise to come visit, and keep in touch. We will never forget our time in Montana , or how God used a little town called Hungry Horse to change our lives in such a huge way. Never let anyone tell you your not worthy and always let your light shine for Jesus.
On the other hand I know a new one is about to begin. Nothing is more scary than the unknown, but at the same time nothing is more exciting. I cannot wait to see what God has in store for us. We are not quitting We are not going home to sit on a pew every sunday and wednesday. We are not ending missions!! God just has a plan for us back home. I cannot answer the whats and whys? All I know is this is what God wants us to do right now. I get so overwhelmed and grateful that God has decided to call us back home. I am also saddened because We love our life here. We love our family here. I definitely know what bitter sweet is. Its this. Feeling absolute happiness and extreme sadness about the same thing.
What I want our friends and family in Montana to know is You are amazing. The way you welcomed us in. The way you were always there for us. We felt love that first Sunday We were here. We have made the greatest friends here and We love you all so much. You have helped us grow into far better people than the scared two that arrived here a year and a half ago. We promise to come visit, and keep in touch. We will never forget our time in Montana , or how God used a little town called Hungry Horse to change our lives in such a huge way. Never let anyone tell you your not worthy and always let your light shine for Jesus.
I thank my God every time I remember you. Philippians 1:3
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
New Years Goal/Resolution-----Embrace myself the way God made me.
Ok so yes I realize i'm late, but here is my new years
goal/resolution!!! I want to embrace the true me. I want to love myself
exactly how God made me!! Here is the one way I plan to do that this
year!!!
Notice anything about me in this picture?? Something big and beautiful?? Dont say me!! I mean my hair!! I have always wanted straight hair all growing up and even now. I have had straighteners ( like perms but make your hair straight) as well as bought straighteners and yes as a result I am frying my hair. I have always dyed my hair different colors ( nothing to wild. red, brown, blond,dark brown, black) I just love to do different stuff with my hair. I know as far as straightening it there are sprays and things to use to keep from frying your hair, but recently I have felt that I should embrace myself just as God made me. So this year I have decided to go curly!!! Yes the picture above is my natural hair ( with a little help from a diffuser). No more frying my hair just so it will be a different color or just to make it straight. I am embracing what God has given me.
Please do not take MY goals/ resolution wrong I am in no way putting people down for coloring their hair or straightening their curls. This is just something I wanted to do, and as a result I think my hair will thank me for it!!! Psalm 139:14 says
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
I am in no way saying in order to embrace your true self you must stop doing your hair the way you want. That was just a conviction of mine. Embracing the true you will definitely mean something different for everyone this is just one thing it meant to me.
He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end. Ecclesiastes 3:11
Notice anything about me in this picture?? Something big and beautiful?? Dont say me!! I mean my hair!! I have always wanted straight hair all growing up and even now. I have had straighteners ( like perms but make your hair straight) as well as bought straighteners and yes as a result I am frying my hair. I have always dyed my hair different colors ( nothing to wild. red, brown, blond,dark brown, black) I just love to do different stuff with my hair. I know as far as straightening it there are sprays and things to use to keep from frying your hair, but recently I have felt that I should embrace myself just as God made me. So this year I have decided to go curly!!! Yes the picture above is my natural hair ( with a little help from a diffuser). No more frying my hair just so it will be a different color or just to make it straight. I am embracing what God has given me.
Please do not take MY goals/ resolution wrong I am in no way putting people down for coloring their hair or straightening their curls. This is just something I wanted to do, and as a result I think my hair will thank me for it!!! Psalm 139:14 says
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
I am in no way saying in order to embrace your true self you must stop doing your hair the way you want. That was just a conviction of mine. Embracing the true you will definitely mean something different for everyone this is just one thing it meant to me.
He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end. Ecclesiastes 3:11
Thursday, January 24, 2013
God made the World!!! ( Puppet Skit)
This is a puppet skit we did at Beyond Borders for Christ. Just so you know im not crazy the first clue I was suppose to give on what God made on the first day was to turn the lights on and off. Well when I went to flip the lights on and off they wouldnt go off!!!! ( its not a switch you can flip its a button you push, but the button is apparently only on a timer and so you cannot turn it on and off by pushing the button) I just froze for a second not knowing what to do. haha So I was off from there on out, but the kids didnt mind. Hope you enjoy!!
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know. Jeremiah 33:3
Our God is so faithful and good!!!!! As most everyone knows I have always wanted to work with children and had a interest in puppets and blacklights. This summer God gave me a vision and told me I was suppose to start a puppet ministry on Wednesday nights at Beyond Borders For Christ. After lots of prayers and generous donations that dream came true in November (2012). I had so many plans and goals for this ministry, but I also had my wednesday night class (3 and under). I thought maybe I can juggle both, I mean God obviously wanted me to start the puppet ministry so He must want me to do both. It was not long at all before I was overwhelmed. I tried to study and get things together for both the puppets and my class, but it seems like one always triumphed the other, making the other suffer. I knew I could not and would not let my babies suffer. So Puppets got put on a back burner. Please do not get me wrong I have an amazing group who does puppets for me, but without me being much help it always seemed like I was bossing them around. I couldn't even help by being one of the puppets because I had to watch my class during the puppet show. Jeremy was awesome and helped me out so much, but this was not his ministry. I was getting more stressed every wednesday.
So I began to pray that God would send someone to take over the puppet ministry. Yep, thats what God wanted me to do after all I couldn't give up my class those were my babies!! I'm ashamed to admit it, but I actually prayed this way for several weeks. Until finally God said No, I want you to do the puppets. I gave you this vision and you are the one I want to lead it. I didn't understand. Didn't God see that I was overwhelmed. How could I possibly do both?! The answer caught me by surprise when God whispered You can't.
I was so confused. I had no idea what God wanted me to do. I kept praying, but God was silent. Finally I realized God wanted me to focus on the puppet ministry, which meant giving up my class. My heart broke. After weeks of praying, I finally began to tell friends to be praying someone would step up to take my class. I realized I was being selfish ,and that it had kept me from seeing the truth for all those months. This was Gods answer, this was His plan all along. So the praying continued, and the more I prayed the more God gave me peace about it. It wasn't because I thought I was the worlds best teacher, or because I thought someone else couldn't be just as affective. It was because I love them. Which means doing whats best for them. All the younger kids are crazy about the puppet ministry. So I have no doubt that me having more time to invest in it would be better for them. So now that I had the right attitude and heart, the praying continued.
Last week I had 8 kids in my class!! ( 6 three year olds, and 2 one year olds). It was evident to everyone that my class needed more helpers. So We announced it sunday morning that if anyone would like to I could definitely use the help on wednesday nights. Diane goes to our church, and is very involved. She works in the library on wednesdays ( before Beyond Borders starts the library is open for the kids to check out books) She told me she would start staying and helping me in my class. Last night was her first night to come help in my class. As The kids were eating I began to share about the class and the puppets and how i just keep praying for a teacher. I spilled my heart out right there about how no matter what the kids cannot suffer.
I am completely overwhelmed with joy and appreciation, I can now focus on the puppet ministry because God answered my prayers! Diane is now the teacher for the 3 and under class!! Of course I will be her helper, but I will not have to study or prepare a lesson weekly so my focus is on the puppet ministry. I cannot wait to see all the growth that will come from this. I truly feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders after carrying it around for months. I could never tell Diane how thankful I am for her willingness to work. I know she will never regret it. The kids will melt her heart just as they did mine.
So I began to pray that God would send someone to take over the puppet ministry. Yep, thats what God wanted me to do after all I couldn't give up my class those were my babies!! I'm ashamed to admit it, but I actually prayed this way for several weeks. Until finally God said No, I want you to do the puppets. I gave you this vision and you are the one I want to lead it. I didn't understand. Didn't God see that I was overwhelmed. How could I possibly do both?! The answer caught me by surprise when God whispered You can't.
I was so confused. I had no idea what God wanted me to do. I kept praying, but God was silent. Finally I realized God wanted me to focus on the puppet ministry, which meant giving up my class. My heart broke. After weeks of praying, I finally began to tell friends to be praying someone would step up to take my class. I realized I was being selfish ,and that it had kept me from seeing the truth for all those months. This was Gods answer, this was His plan all along. So the praying continued, and the more I prayed the more God gave me peace about it. It wasn't because I thought I was the worlds best teacher, or because I thought someone else couldn't be just as affective. It was because I love them. Which means doing whats best for them. All the younger kids are crazy about the puppet ministry. So I have no doubt that me having more time to invest in it would be better for them. So now that I had the right attitude and heart, the praying continued.
Last week I had 8 kids in my class!! ( 6 three year olds, and 2 one year olds). It was evident to everyone that my class needed more helpers. So We announced it sunday morning that if anyone would like to I could definitely use the help on wednesday nights. Diane goes to our church, and is very involved. She works in the library on wednesdays ( before Beyond Borders starts the library is open for the kids to check out books) She told me she would start staying and helping me in my class. Last night was her first night to come help in my class. As The kids were eating I began to share about the class and the puppets and how i just keep praying for a teacher. I spilled my heart out right there about how no matter what the kids cannot suffer.
I am completely overwhelmed with joy and appreciation, I can now focus on the puppet ministry because God answered my prayers! Diane is now the teacher for the 3 and under class!! Of course I will be her helper, but I will not have to study or prepare a lesson weekly so my focus is on the puppet ministry. I cannot wait to see all the growth that will come from this. I truly feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders after carrying it around for months. I could never tell Diane how thankful I am for her willingness to work. I know she will never regret it. The kids will melt her heart just as they did mine.
Sometimes We pray and pray and see no results, and even though We know God hears our prayers we get discouraged. I hope this is a testimony to how good and faithful our God is. May We never forget that God hears every prayer we pray, even if the word won't come He knows our heart. Gods timing is perfect!!!!
Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know. Jeremiah 33:3
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
A curve ball
Dear beautiful baby,
Over the last few weeks God has really thrown your Momma a curve ball. Adoption has been on my mind heavily. All I ever wanted in life was to be a mother, and I always thought I would have biological children. I'm not sure why, but God has laid Adoption on my heart and is not allowing it to go away. No matter what excuse I put up! We could never afford it, We are about to move, We wont qualify because our income is too low. I know people will say we didnt try long enough, and We should wait for Gods timing. I'm not sure why, but I just feel like We are suppose to take this route. I am praying like crazy for direction,but God just keeps whispering adoption. So I know He knows best so that must be all I need to know at this point. I want you to know Sweetie it does not matter to Momma one bit. I will love you with all my heart either way biological or adopted. It doesnt matter where you came from or what you look like I will always consider you mine.
Another huge question is domestic or international. As much as I want a newborn ( easier to get a newborn domesticly) my heart leans more towards international. For those precious babies in orphanages. Are you in a orphanage right now baby? Are you waiting daily wondering if this will be the day your family shows up to take you home? My mind is spinning with questions and more questions. What I want you to know is your Mommas trusting God! He can fund this adoption, He can help us qualify. His timing is perfect!!! He knows who you are and where you are, and I trust Him!!!
I am praying and seeking his direction. I cannot wait until I hold you in my arms whether you are handed to me by my doctor, or whether I scope you up off a orphanage floor. I will love you unconditionally this is my promise I know I can keep because I love you already. I don't know how many more months or years I will have to wait, but I wait and not lose the faith because I know you will be worth every second. You will be worth every tear I have cried. I know you will make me smile and turn my pain into joy. You will be the answer to my prayer. Everytime I asked God to give your Daddy and I a family He had you in mind. He knew there would come a day when I would finally see the big picture and realize His plan for my life.
Your Momma is so excited about the future because you are my future!!!!
I love you so much,
Momma
Over the last few weeks God has really thrown your Momma a curve ball. Adoption has been on my mind heavily. All I ever wanted in life was to be a mother, and I always thought I would have biological children. I'm not sure why, but God has laid Adoption on my heart and is not allowing it to go away. No matter what excuse I put up! We could never afford it, We are about to move, We wont qualify because our income is too low. I know people will say we didnt try long enough, and We should wait for Gods timing. I'm not sure why, but I just feel like We are suppose to take this route. I am praying like crazy for direction,but God just keeps whispering adoption. So I know He knows best so that must be all I need to know at this point. I want you to know Sweetie it does not matter to Momma one bit. I will love you with all my heart either way biological or adopted. It doesnt matter where you came from or what you look like I will always consider you mine.
Another huge question is domestic or international. As much as I want a newborn ( easier to get a newborn domesticly) my heart leans more towards international. For those precious babies in orphanages. Are you in a orphanage right now baby? Are you waiting daily wondering if this will be the day your family shows up to take you home? My mind is spinning with questions and more questions. What I want you to know is your Mommas trusting God! He can fund this adoption, He can help us qualify. His timing is perfect!!! He knows who you are and where you are, and I trust Him!!!
I am praying and seeking his direction. I cannot wait until I hold you in my arms whether you are handed to me by my doctor, or whether I scope you up off a orphanage floor. I will love you unconditionally this is my promise I know I can keep because I love you already. I don't know how many more months or years I will have to wait, but I wait and not lose the faith because I know you will be worth every second. You will be worth every tear I have cried. I know you will make me smile and turn my pain into joy. You will be the answer to my prayer. Everytime I asked God to give your Daddy and I a family He had you in mind. He knew there would come a day when I would finally see the big picture and realize His plan for my life.
Your Momma is so excited about the future because you are my future!!!!
I love you so much,
Momma
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Christ Clothing Closet
Last night Jeremy and I went through our clothing Some doesn't even fit anymore, some we never wear. We had two huge black garbage bags full. My heart broke!! Here we are with clothes We never even wear, or don't even fit, but yet were still hanging in our overcrowded closet. All while there are people who are cold, and have no clothing. We both were saddened, and at the same time humbled at how God has blessed us.
Ever heard me talk about Christ Clothing Closet?? Every 2nd and 4th tuesday of the Month We open our clothing closet here at Canyon Baptist Church for the community. We accept donations anytime they can be set on the steps of the church and we will bring them in and sort them. We are so thankful for those who have donated. You all are the reason We recently had to reevaluate and make more room and shelving for clothing, and We are so blessed and grateful to have had that problem. As much clothes come in plenty go out. It makes it worth it all to see that expecting mom go out with a box full of clothing for her baby. We love to see the smiles on faces as they carry out boxes full of clothing for them and their families. We are blessed to have this ministry, and are thankful for everyone who helps to keep it running properly. God is blessing families through the Clothing Closet!
I just wanted to share how God is really blessing this ministry, as well as using this ministry to bless others. The clothes Closet is open from 8:30am- 11:30am every 2nd and 4th tuesday of the month. Please come by and check it out.
Ever heard me talk about Christ Clothing Closet?? Every 2nd and 4th tuesday of the Month We open our clothing closet here at Canyon Baptist Church for the community. We accept donations anytime they can be set on the steps of the church and we will bring them in and sort them. We are so thankful for those who have donated. You all are the reason We recently had to reevaluate and make more room and shelving for clothing, and We are so blessed and grateful to have had that problem. As much clothes come in plenty go out. It makes it worth it all to see that expecting mom go out with a box full of clothing for her baby. We love to see the smiles on faces as they carry out boxes full of clothing for them and their families. We are blessed to have this ministry, and are thankful for everyone who helps to keep it running properly. God is blessing families through the Clothing Closet!
| This is our advertisement that you may see around the community. |
| This is the door leading into the Clothing Closet. |
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| This is our toddler section. ( We also have lots of other toddler clothes that wouldnt fit here) Also you can see our scarf section. |
| These totes are all filled with clothing. ( Sorry for the mess) |
| Here is our section of hanging up clothing!! |
| The bottom row hanging up is more toddler clothing. As you can see there are more totes of clothing there underneath. |
| Here is our pants section. As you can see we have LOTS of pants in all different sizes. |
| Here is the shoe section. |
| Those black bags are all donates, We have not even gotten to yet. |
He administers justice for the fatherless and the widow, and loves the stranger, giving him food and clothing. Deuteronomy 10:18
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